Here the feeling come

OK so I am writing another one, but it is like 11 p.m and Chris has already when to sleep. But I am watching music videos about marines and things. All I want to do is cry... which I am. But I really don't want to be with out Chris. My feelings for him is like no other. I just love everything about him. I will always be here for him no matter. I really hope notting happens while he is gone. Gosh tears just keep falling down my face. I cant stop I really don't know how i am going to be able to deal with day he gets on that bus and waves goodbye and not seeing him for 7 months. Chris will probably have to change shirts because I will soak that one he has on. He is everything I could ever ask god for. It scares me sometimes, because god has gave him to me I just don't want him to take Chris away from me. Well I need to go to bed because I have school in the a.m

You get me the ring!!

Another day yall. I have been very busy and tired from going to school and working everyday. So here is the up date. Last weekend was Chris's first weekend home from fort Pickett training. We had one of the best weekends ever. He told my mom about us getting married and we when and looked at rings!!! I am SOOOOO excited about become his wife. I am soo sure this is where I am meant to be in my life. Things are just going together the way I want them to go. Anyways this past weekend Chris slipped and told me that he got me a RING!!! He didn't mean to but ooh well. I still don't know how he will do it or when. But knowing that he got the Ring just feels great! I know that I was going to be with him when I first met him. We just click and IT WAS ON!! So I was laying in bed just now and thinking to my self. I am a very Lucky girl. I have one of the finest in America about to ask me to marry him. He is anything I have ever wanted. But as I lay here I think about how hard it is going to be for us while he is away. As I think about this I really just want to cry. I don't want to be away from him at all. On top of me feeling like this I just got a text from Chris and it is SOOOOOO SWEET!!

Text : My misty Gail words wont ever be able to describe the love that I have for you. You are sourly the best girl I could ever ask for. Your a great person overall but as a girlfriend and soon to be fiance makes you so much better. With you I always know ill have someone to talk to and to listen to me. And ill always have someone to hold and kiss and love me. I know that you will always be there for me and you will be there supporting me though the roughest of times. You are the one for me misty and I promise that I will always be 100 percent committed to you. and i will support you with whatever it is that you are doing. Ill stick by your side though it all and ill always be there to pick you up when you are down. I don't know why we found each other but for whatever reason I'm not letting you go. Ill love you thought it all. I'm happily your misty Gail forever and always. I love you wifey, goodnight!

Is that not one of the sweetest text message you have read, aww I love him so much and I am so happy he is in my life... why am i tell you this. I need to text him back!!!